Hearing Aids and Tinnitus – My Story
Written by admin on December 19, 2009 – 2:23 pmAlmost
ten million Americans today are currently using hearing aids. This
number is just a mere fraction of those who have actually been
diagnosed with some form of hearing impairment.
I was one of those who has a hearing loss, but postponed getting
hearing aids because of vanity. Eventually I spent $6000 on Vivatone
brand digital hearing aids a couple of years ago and they are
gathering dust on the bathroom counter.
(Anyone need some 10 size batteries?)
If you have a hearing loss and are still denying you need hearing
aids, before you shout “aha!” and email this to your spouse or
significant other, my hearing loose is due to tinnitus.
Not to put to fine a point on it, tinnitus is the perception of sound
in the ears of head when no external source is present.
Tinnitus has
many forms, ringing,
hissing, static,
crickets, screeching,
whooshing, roaring,
pulsing, ocean waves, buzzing,
dial tones, even music.
A
friend has his traced to 12,450 megahertz. (I’m assuming the audio
file plays OK, but I can’t hear it.)
As with most tinnitus sufferers, my tinnitus was caused by a lot of
exposure to noise. In my case it was go-karts, motorcycles, and hot
rods – all without mufflers- when I was a teenager.
But the hearing loss is just as complete and devastating.
Like most others, I put up with it. When
one is younger, wearing hearing aids just isn’t cool.
Even when I approached 60, I didn’t want to be the old man with the
hearing aids. I wore glasses all my life without a hitch. But only old
people wearing hearing aids, right?
While in the case of eyesight impairment, wearing glasses
or contacts seems the most normal thing of all and nobody feels
shameful, when it comes to hearing aids, people get shy and reluctant
in wearing them, because they’d be perceived as being
handicapped.
Hopefully my experience is different from yours. I wish I could hear
better by using hearing aids. But it is not so.
Researching online, I found a ton of homeopathic remedies and cures
for tinnitus. But my audiologist said there was no scientific evidence
to support any claim they work.
He recommended I try digital hearing aids in hope that by amplifying
the natural sound, it would suppress my recognition of the perceived
sound.
About the same time, a friend the same age as I, who had a hearing
loss was raving about his new Vivatone digital hearing aids and the
improvement it made in his life and wife.
They were small, behind-the-ear, flesh colored with an almost
imperceptible wire to the ear. They
were Vivatone brand digital hearing aids.
But they were expensive. $6,000 at that time. Much less now, I’m told.
I was in a position to afford them, so I made the leap.
There was no “getting used” to them. I found them comfortable and easy
to maintain. The only real maintenance, outside of changing the
batteries weekly, was to change ear wax catchers, and this was made
simple due to the design of tool used to install them.
The advantage to the Vivatone digital hearing aids is there is nothing
in your ear canal but a small tube that fits in the ear canal. No need
for a special mold. The dealer fit me immediately in his office.
I liked the way I looked. I wear my hair longish and wear glasses, so
my hair covered some of the hearing aid, and my glasses frames covered
some. The wire leading to my ear canal fell within the natural folds
of my ear.
Not invisible, but darn close.
It was also a time that I started to take control of my hearing loss
by announcing to my co-workers that I had a hearing loss, but was
wearing hearing aids. This was a big step and I got a lot of positive
feedback on how nobody could tell I had hearing aids.
Then slowly, over a matter of months, I came to the realization that
I had wasted my money. The hearing aids were not doing what my
audiologist and I had hoped. Sounds were not clearer. My tinnitus was
not masked.
I still was frustrated in restaurants as the clatter of dishes and the
underlying murmur of conversations at other tables made it almost
impossible to carry on a conversation at my table.
I found myself wearing expensive digital hearing aids, but still
lip-reading, laughing at jokes that I didn’t understand because I
didn’t hear clearly, and saying “pardon me” in a dozen different ways.
Huh? Whut? I’m sorry. Could you repeat that? Again, please?
were back in my conversations with too much regularity. The hearing
aids were worthless.
I truly wish it were different. With the technology they way it is
today, hearing aids are giving relief to millions.
I just wish I was one.
Posted in Types Of Hearing Loss | 3 Comments »

December 19th, 2009 at 6:44 pm
Before I go any further, I would like to point out one small [!] error – my tinnitus is around 12,450 Hertz, not MegaHertz! I have high frequency sensitivity, but not that high!
One of the biggest problems I have found with tinnitus is not the whistle, as I am used to that. It’s the way the tinnitus distorts sound perception. Any sort of background noise seems to distort other sounds so conversations in a crowded room [or restaurant] are very difficult. My hearing is very sensitive, and I can frequently pick up on distant sounds that others miss, yet I find I can’t listen to someone beside me if the radio is on.
I have read as much as I could find on the subject, and like yourself have come to the conclusion that it is just one of those things. It’s a case of concentrating intently with a smattering of lip reading, and if all else fails – shout “WHA??”
Nice article, M.
January 8th, 2010 at 3:48 am
A fascinating article, somewhat depressing but mirrors some of my own experiences. A massive firework, the skyrocket type, exploded at my feet in a confined space ater being thrown by a child in my school. My hearing has never recovered and I suffer a fairly high level of (buzzing) tinnitus. The numerous audiologists I have consulted seem intent on selling me aids and dismiss the tinnitus. Even the NHS, who make no profit from me, seem reluctant to discuss that problem.
Having bought in-the-ear half-shell aids privately (the NHS ones being worse than useless!) for nearly £2,000, I thought the problem was solved. I find now that, not only are they uncomfortable, do very little to clarify sound – merely amplifying unwanted noise, they also distort my perception of my own speech to the point where I avoid speaking! The social effect is catastrophic! Now, not only can I not understand what is being said, when I can my replies are monosyllabic or curt! Soon I will be Brian-no-mates!
Next week I try yet another private audiologist who, and this is the clincher for me, offers aids on a month’s trial. This time I will not let vanity colour my choice of model, just effectiveness, oh, and price, of course!
January 12th, 2010 at 7:13 am
Iam also another sufferer, I lost my hearing last year. Right now I cant hear completely. Can anyone out there assist me with any solution on this deadly malady.